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Thinking I am going to have to find a part time job on top of the job I got and if I get a job before my husband I am going to be mad cause that means I am tryin harder then he is! Just got to get more income some how!

i need a house to live in  because where i am  now i am having out the landlord because it make  me feel she do not like

Hello world,

    I am a 33 year old single father who was recently laid off from my job of 7 years.  I have been in my son life every since he was born.  But in 2006, I took him on fulltime.  This has been the most difficult situation in my life ever.  The first year went ok, then bam!.  Things just started going downhill for me.  I'm not going to lie. I started blowing money left and right wasn't doing the right thing.  Which started causing my failure.  Next thing you no im depressed, and couldn't focus on what"s the most important.  My son.  I didn't realize how much me doing wrong was affecting him.  I was ready to give up and send him back home to his mom.  But I couldn't do it.  He didn't want to go back to that slump in Indiana.  It's nothing but gang banging, and killing there.  It was no way I could send him back to the jungle.  I never had a father in my life.  Nor a mom for the most part.  So I am like brand new on this real parenting thing.  I try to do my best but it's not good enough.  I no I can do better but it's like I got a grudge on life do to the life I have experienced.(ROUGH).  Forgive me for all that I did wrong In my life but I'm not perfect.  As of today I'm bout to get put out of my aparment cause I didn't pay the rent for two months.  My lights are off so we staying at my moms house till next week.  I really feel like giving up right now.  But my son in summer school and when he get out he going to indiana till school start back up.  I get a unemployment check every week but still blowing money.  Now I'm getting evicted soon and just bout to go freaking crazy.  What am I to do world.  I really need help like right now for I be in Jail or hell.  Please somebody give me a reason not to mess up.  It's really getting to me hard where I can't stay focused.  Please help!!!

Hello,
I am a 38 year old gay male.  I am a client of Jefferson Center for Mental Health.  They have me on 4 meds in order for me to just be able to function.  One of my mail problems is the inability to be around others.  I have tried to get employment however; I ran out of the last place and never went back.  That night I just cried and cried.  I am not a stupid person, far from it as a matter of fact, and that is another one of my problems, I am unable to release information from my brain.  This condition keeps me from sleeping, and concentrating on tasks for long periods of time.  I have applied for SSI, however it takes years sometimes for that to get approved.
This brings me to another problem I have, my roommate, and long time companion has decided that he can not except I am not able to work.  He has made it very clear that if I don't work I cannot stay.  That means that very soon I will have no where to live.  Jefferson Center cannot help much in this area.
What I need is a small place to live, basement, garage, or attic apt. or Mother-in-Law house.  I am a very neat person, no pets.  With out help I will not be able to do this and will be out on the street very soon.
I know that this sounds like a lot of money, but I believe that $6,000 to $10,000 will set me up and help me until my SSI becomes approved.
bryantlou@hotmail.com
Full name and current address upon request.